only take one pic to destroy all
i wasn't supposed to take a glance at you a merely chance that i have cured all this sickness was brutally hit me hard that i might never be healed, ever again -- days ago i have dreamt of you several times you approached me first and called me you seem like you need to tell me something, i could feel the urgency i know, i know i mustn't think of that possibility but why the dream was always stopped a second after you are about to start the story? what had happened? again, i know i'm not a holy prophet who have a meaningful dream but why does it occurred most of times now? it only leads me nowhere no matter how busy work is or i simply enjoying this life i still have this longing since a long time ago i hated myself for this i tried everything but it seems like it's not the best time yet help me get through this by fully deleting a glimpse of you in me or send me someone to cheer me up -- yes, i'm that desperate.